ABUSE OF DISCRETION

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ABUSE OF DISCRETION

 

I spent the morning watching videos by Alexyss Tylor and Ebony Evans from YouTube.  I look forward to watching them because they provide information that you simply won't get otherwise.  While watching Alexyss Tylor I had an epiphany.  And as my readers well know, my epiphanies typically become blog topics.

Ms. Tylor of Atlanta preaches a form of feminism that is derived from what I suspect results from her personal experiences with men.  She preaches a sexually explicit doctrine on the power of the dick and pussy, for women about what they should or should not do within their relationships with men.

Aside from giving me a woody, Alexyss Tylor reminds this writer that a belief I once thought was narcissistic and conceited is in fact metaphysical truth.  

Totally rational individuals may have some difficulty grasping what Ms. Tylor has to say.  I don't.  When I watched a few of her videos I was convinced that she was correct in her point of view.  I also came to understand that this woman is horribly wounded by her relationships with men.  It has become her duty to save other women from being victimized by the magnificent, mystical, magical dick.
 
 
 
Penis Power                                                         
 
When I was about 16, I realized, one day as I was walking up and down the isles of our local food market that none of the older women that were approaching me were looking me in the face.  They were in fact looking at my crotch trying to evaluate my package.  I soon came to discover that most of the time when I approached "mature" women in public settings like markets, department stores and later the office environment that they were very single minded.  Men look at asses and breast.  Women check out your package.  Over the years, I've have a few females grab at my dick in social settings, after a few drinks too many.  
 
Alexyss Tylor put the last piece of the puzzle together for me.  She helped me to understand the obsession that many women have over dicks.  I was about 17 when I first became aware of that women were interested in male anatomy (see "You Want It When?").  It has taken me this long to understand the enormity and complexity of the obsession, thanks to a female that is honest enough to tell it like it is.
 
 
 
Magic Stick
 
I have always told my girlfriends and intimate acquaintances that I have a "magic penis".  I make this statement as a warning to women that I may get involved with in a sexual way.  Time and experience has shown me that most of my women have "bugged the fuck out" on me at some point in our relationship.  The relationships seems-to me at least-to be going well and then one day the mega-drama begins.  It is always irrational and ill-timed.  The mega-drama seems to occur right when things are even.   When me and my significant other are having our best time romantically, orgasmically, financially, "BOOM!" out of left field comes the mega-drama!  Because this has occurred in almost every relationship I've had, I warn them in advance that they may become addicted to Mister Wiggles.  He possesses both charm and charisma even though he can't speak a word. 
 
Some of the things that Alexyss Tylor describes in her videos have happened to me time, after time, after time.  At one point, I felt like taking a pill to relieve my angst.  I ended up taking it out on Mister Wiggles. 
 
I've heard women complain about no good men for ages.  I tried in earnest to evaluate the nature of their complaints and make sure that I did not do the things as a man that woman claim to abhor. 
 
By age 30, I thought that I had achieved some level of success by avoiding the pitfalls that had been reported to me by women.
 
I was wrong.  Once again I failed to calculate the X factor.  The unknown element just below the surface: the insanity caused by repeated applications of the magic stick.
 
 
 
It's Not The Size Of The Bat, It's How Well You Swing It
 
My grandfather came from Asia, not Afrika.  Asian men typically don't have monster dicks.  I consider a monster dick 12" or more because I watch porn.  You never see Asian porn stars in black oriented pornography!  Asians obviously hold their own, irrespective of the size of their respective packages because they make up 2/3rds of the world's population.  Between China and India, a lot of of fucking is going on.  My mother's side of the family was fortunately my salvation.  Because of my black Afrikan roots, I don't have to order my condoms from overseas.
 
When I was younger, all the porno movies I watched had men that looked like me in them.  Nowadays the young black men have 12, 14, 15 inch dicks and the women are screaming and wailing as the men shove those monsters into every orifice they can fit it in.  That type of hype is bad for sexual business.  The women that watch those videos think they should be screaming and wailing like those women in the movies.  Many men that watch those videos and don't have a monster package buy dick lengthening kits and organic stimulants to make their packages bigger.  I've heard a few stories about guys hanging weights on the dick to stretch it! 
 
I will continue to work with what GOD gave me.  I don't believe that HE makes mistakes.  Unfortunately, unless you are at peace with yourself, HE cannot help you with the agnst that you have about your personal life or with the trauma you may have experienced over the course of your sexual life.  
 
The average person fails to understand the power they possess between their legs.  They abuse that power more often than not and end up exacting a terrible price.  It drives most people insane.  They never come to comprehend their insanity so they are never able to come to terms with it.   

When I became aware of Alexyss Tylor and her philosophical rantings, I sought her out and commended her for saying what other people are unwilling to say.  She and I are Sagittarians.  If you believe in that sort of thing you know that most Saggis are seekers of truth, even at the cost of personal sacrifice.  TRUTH IS STANGER THAN FICTION!!!! 

You may not want to believe that dicks and pussies have power but consider that wars are fought and won over sex and sexuality.  In the past few years, the most sensational crimes in America have occurred when men and women murdered their lovers in the heat of passion or over matters sexual.

I left my ex-wife Dracula because I came to understand that she would have me dead before she allowed me to end up in the arms of another woman.

 

Calm Before The Storm

An older man, much wiser than me, warned me that I should "take it easy" with Dracula when we first got together.  My friend, T Bone had been a pimp back in the day.  He basically advised me to be "so, so" with her in bed because I was now in a long term relationship and would have to deal with her for the duration.  He tried to tell me that it would not be wise for me to sex her up like there would be no tomorrow, as was my usual custom.

I thought T Bone was insane.  At that point in my life, I believed that you had to go full force in bed and never hold back.  For the first three months that we lived together, we fucked and fucked and fucked.  Me and Dracula would stay home from work just to lay in the cut.

One morning at the breakfast table, I looked up to catch her sitting there with her head cocked slightly, cheek resting on her open palm, wantonly staring me in the face.  Dracula had this dreamy starry eyed look in her eyes.  That look startled me.  In retrospect, I understand what Tylor and my friend T Bone were talking about.  

My eastern legacy and my Mother-who was raised by a minister and reared one-have helped me to understand that Man is a manifestation of the CREATOR.  Man has difficulty understanding that he is part of something greater than he is able to fully comprehend.  In my quest for understanding I have come to understand that when you achieve a certain level of enlightenment there is no turning back.  You are obligated to pass on what you know in the hope that you will help someone else avoid unnecessary problems. 

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